Poems
Suicide
I hate this life
I want to die
So when im gone
Please dont cry
Deiving pleasure
From delicious pain
I close my eyes
And dream again
Of this life over
And the next begun
My battles this time
Over and won
I'll slit my wrists
And bleed a while
Why im dead
There will be no denial
That life if tough
And I hate it all
I've have enough
Let the blood and blade fall.
Pie
You think your ugly
She thinks your hot
Allways sleeping around
Allways smoking pot
You get bad grades
You dont know why
Allways in trouble
Damn I need some pie!
You try your best
Its never good enough
Work harder slave
Or I'll rape you in the Butt!
Your friends double-cross
You dont know why
Your life sucks
Like a shitted on pie!
So screw them all
They dont care
Their only wish
Is to see your ass fall.
Life/Chicks
Life is boring.
Do you have one?
Cause I sure as hell dont
I just sit in my room and think
Of what i could of done to
Help you realize what I
Wasn't doing wrong
Its allways me.
Never you.
When I heard the words Its over
My heart sank to my shoe.
I preteted its ok
Pretented to smile.
When inside
I asked if its all worth while
I see you with people in the halls
Your allways laughing smiling or happy
I wish inside I could be to
I put my head down and frown
and wonder how I let you down.
Zzoinkalinch
You look so fine
When you lie it just dont show
but I know which way
The wind blows.
You and me together is the only
Chance I have
To feel good even though I feel bad.
I sit in my room
And wonder why.
Wonder why I didnt do the
Things that would make you happy
But Its ok
Its all over and done.
Next time
I wont be so dumb!
Misunderstood
You dont get me
No one does
You go through Life
Looking for the stud
When all along it was me
I'm misunderstood.
I dont understand
Whats going on inside
I wish I could just hide
From everyone out there
Not seeing the glare
I'm on the outside
Looking in
I couldnt stop
Lord knows I should
All the time
I'm misunderstood
RAD
When I think of all the times we had
How i thought
It all was RAD
I had it all
I didnt see it coming
But I was about to fall.
When my parents told me
What was going on
And how it was gonna be.
I thought how
I will ever be free
When my heart is aching
And when it hurts to be me.
So i Change it up
Put on a show
Inside I'm ready to go
To someplace better
someplace where I wont receive the letter
That tells me how you feel
And whats should be done.
F it all
Im gone
Hit (Also a Limp Bizkit song)
I'm so frustrated
I'm so sick inside
Go with your heart
I'm just not good enough for you
Lets change
Lets be something were not
Lets be something everybody else is
Ive got some much built up inside
Its fricking ridiculas
I just sit back and laugh
Cause you want more
You dont have anything
I have everything
What more would i ask for?
Nothing, at all.
Yeah right.
Myself
Im never myself
Im allways someone that everybody wants me to be
I get the real me and throw him on the self
I want to be myself
But I cant
Cause when you wipe off the dust
Thats on the surface
And see the real depressed me
You'll think "Gee how can it be?"
I wonder too.
When everyone askes me, "Hows it going?"
I want to say, "Inside I fell like pooh"
But then you would know
Im not happy
Or glad.
No, You would know the real me
Is rather very sad.
All the above poems were writing by Me, Nick Lakey. So keep it real and represent. Keep it real.